Sometimes I feel really sad, because my boyfriend never got me a Birthday, Valentine’s day or Christmas gift this last year. Idk, I find it odd that those kinds of things are important to me. Why does it matter. but idk, it really does. I really want somebody to get me something now, maybe that would make me feel better. I feel like I need to make up for it in some way. like there is a little whole bc he didn’t get me anything. I always get so excited and get him goodies. I love giving him things so much. I have friends who’s boyfriends do the same thing.. and us girls don’t get it.
I’m feeling quite loved, I’m feeling important and like I matter. I’m feeling so much better then I was not to long ago. I’m feeling that I am worth making time for, and I feel appreciated. <3
I didn’t get a work out in yesterday or tonight. and then I stepped on some glass a little while ago. I am going to try my best to stay positive and think good thoughts, I’ll do my best to keep up on my workouts and fitness, and make sure I am eating and not being too hard on myself. I need to love myself everyday. <3