Gunna get in a work out tonight, had to wait till it cooled off some. still have sand in my air from the beach last night. Wowza, what a great time at the beach.
I just want someone to hold me while I cry about nothing and say “ooohhhh it’s okay, I understand, poor baby” because I am on my period and I feel alone and emotional.
I have been pushing myself with my work outs, I have been pushing myself to wear different clothes, sexy and cute things that I really want to wear but have been to shy about in the past, I have been making plans with friends and pushing myself to get past my anxiety, I have been doing my best to take my pills on time, I have been trying to get my feelings out instead of holding them inside, making sure people know how I feel and not freaking out, I have been working more and pushing myself by taking too jobs in one day, I have been thinking more about my dreams and reminding myself that they are scarey but not impossible and I will be taking steps to make them happen and act on them.