I had a dream it snowed last night, everything was cold but comfortable, a thin layer covering everything in sight. He was there with me.
I know why I had this dream, Because we are no longer together, and the night I met him it started to snow. it was so beautiful. I remember it being cold but I had a happy fire burning under my skin. He made a quiet grunt sound as he took his arm and put it around my back. it was the cutest sound I had ever heard. He couldn’t help himself.
He walked me in the snow to his house, it was the first time I’d been there and the first time I truly felt happy in what seemed like forever. He touched my lower back as we came in the door for the first time. I felt nervous. but already trusted him. He told me I could sleep in his room if I wanted, He sat on his bed and I noticed him taking off his socks, at this point I usually felt like feet were weird but his feet were perfect, I looked around his room and giggled a little making fun of the pop cans he had sitting around his computer, he seemed a little embarrassed about them and I moved on to the rest of his room, I found a star wars video game, this made me happy, all though I never played the game in my life I was happy to see he enjoyed star wars. it was still snowing and the night was already creeping in to the early morning, Secretly I hoped he wanted me to crawl into his bed, but that was not my place to be. I was drunk so naturally I forgot what happened next or how we came to this point but he started talking about how large his hands are, he held his up to compare with mine, this excited me and I happily putt my hand to his. Like lightning to my heart his touch was like nothing I had ever felt and I already wanted more. I snapped out of it and looked to the side to see a girl staring at me, I was unsure of there relationship so I hoped my blushed cheeks and grin didn’t give me away.
He has been in my heart and on my mind every day after.