Sometimes I feel really sad, because my boyfriend never got me a Birthday, Valentine’s day or Christmas gift this last year. Idk, I find it odd that those kinds of things are important to me. Why does it matter. but idk, it really does. I really want somebody to get me something now, maybe that would make me feel better. I feel like I need to make up for it in some way. like there is a little whole bc he didn’t get me anything. I always get so excited and get him goodies. I love giving him things so much. I have friends who’s boyfriends do the same thing.. and us girls don’t get it.
Sometimes I get so sad because I don’t have a dog, that I cry, and then some days I think the best thing to do would be to go find a dog and bring it home, even though I have been told I have to be moved out before I can have a dog..
Sometimes waiting is the hardest thing, because you just know it is meant to be. you just know that your soul needs that thing, weather it’s a dog or a hike or moving somewhere far away or even just wearing weird clothes or dyeing your hair or getting a piercing.. some things you just need in your life and people might not understand but you have to do it or have it anyway, it’s okay if they don’t understand or want the same as you.